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Archive for February, 2009

Things are looking up

First, thanks so much for your comments on the last post. I really appreciate it. I just wanted to let you all know things have gone better the rest of this week. I’m really excited about my student teaching placement and have gotten out of the funk I was in. It helped so much just [...]

internalized crappiness

It has not been a good week.  I’ve kind of debated about writing on here about this, but in the end I decided to.  As a result of all the crap that’s happening at school, I’ve been dealing with a lot of internalized homophobia.  I suppose I dealt with it before I really came out [...]

$500 Chicken Dinner

I’ve been vegetarian for about ten years.  In that time, I only ate chicken on a trip to Italy, because I wasn’t sure what gluten free food I would find.  In all that time, I never had any craving for meat.  Not once.  Yet for the past week, ever since visiting my lovely locally-owned co-op [...]

at least a little good news on the baby front

I just got a call from my sperm bank with some good news.  When I ordered my IUI vial last cycle, I asked about changing over my pre-purchased ICI vials to IUI vials, since I’ll now be doing IUIs instead.  At the time, they told me they didn’t have any more IUI vials!  They had [...]

BFN – and way early, too :(

Yup, not-so-lovely Aunt Flo appeared this evening.  This is only cd25, only 11 days after I inseminated.  I really thought I might be pregnant this time – had all the cramping and bloating I had with my chemical pregnancy this summer – and actually got my hopes up a bit, so Aunt Flo’s arrival this [...]

like mother, like … pup

My sweet Miss Zoe has been diagnosed with a number of allergies.  You may remember that she has had ongoing health problems.  Well, she’s also had a cough since she was about one (she’s now four).  Vets kept saying it must be kennel cough, they’d treat her for it and it wouldn’t make a difference.  [...]

school update

Hi Folks,
Thanks so much for all your sweet and supportive comments about my school experience.  The school crappiness continues – most recently having a fit at me because I *dared* to request that people bring a list of ingredients to an upcoming potluck so I – and other folks with allergies – would know what [...]

First IUI! and on cd 14!

First, thanks for all your sweet comments about the homophobia and everything at school.  I really appreciate them.  I have some updates – check back tomorrow for them.
Also, sorry for not posting sooner!  Things have been crazy busy with school; this quarter is supposed to be our busiest of the year.
And now for the real [...]